Wednesday, August 23, 2006
wad e fuck man! i am so sad la ... i am feeling so stress .. so tired .. so sad n so disappointed la! fuck everything in this world la .. i am very tulan now! Family sux , some frens ... nth to say ... by wadever la ... i think i not going to care so much le ... hopefulli i realli find someone who realli think abt me de feeling de gdgd frens
written at 8/23/2006 12:46:00 AM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
WoW~ SONG! juz now went to play bball wif xiaoboon n PG.. so cool.. although i dun play well >_< ! haha nvm~ it fun anyway~ then we three talk ALOT ALOT things la .. so funny oso ! haha ... now finally haf sometime to play bball le .. my favourite lor ! hahaha
OH YA~ my bathroom the light was spoilt! then i got to bath in the dark!! haha manage to clean every parts tat r dirty hahaha! so shiok!
written at 8/22/2006 12:20:00 AM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
Haiz .. wad a week i had ! i am so tired of everything around me now ! realli realli realli very tired le .. i am like kena to force to go places i dun wanna go.. i am realli very tired le .. but .. nvm .. in e end i still attend .. but i cannot get anything inside my mind .. really ..
I sometime oso ask myself why am i like tat ? why do i feel that i dun really like my cg ... why why ? i oso dunno .. i need an answer ! who will tell me? I wanna find someone who i can really tok to la ! someone who i can put my trust in! someone ... yah where is tat someone ! suan le .. i had no more trust for anyone le ... trust no one but urself! wad if one day i dun even trust myself how ?!
I NEED A BREAK MAN ! I AM SO TIRED NOW ! MENTAL N PHYSICAL!
written at 8/19/2006 11:59:00 PM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
haiz .. so sian~ now the time i think is around 4:11am wahahaha
i am so bore~ juz watching finish dvd .. now maybe gg to slp then wake up at 6++ omg =X hahaha 8am gt lesson la ! =X till 5pm like tat sia~!
omg .. rendy [ my fren ] juz woke up to study~ i haven't slp , he wake up liao! haha~ called him to gif me wake up call in 2-3hrs time hahaa xD
written at 8/16/2006 04:16:00 AM
wow~ 2day is my 1st time going prayer meeting !! wosh~! so cool .. quite fun ,, although i am force to go!! haiz~ actualli got work to do de lor .. arbo oso go play basketball .. but nvm la .. things had pass le .. anyway~ quite cool too .. i did praying 2day and i am quite surprize tat i could pray so long .. wad a breakthough! hehe~
k. 2day sch life was quite normal! heng 2day nv tio kick out from clsroom again! omg~! heng heng ! ahhaha~
written at 8/16/2006 12:13:00 AM
Monday, August 14, 2006
haiz~ wtf sia .. wad a day i had 2day ! omg~ 2day morning lesson .. i got kicked out of class again!!! haha~! the teacher FUCK de lor .. i only draw "fuck" in the paint program.. then he call me go out of class.. then nvm~! i take my bag along , he say cannot ! if i take , my attendant will be zero for the morning class ~ i listen liao sibei tulan!! so wad ? zero zero lor .. big fuck? i took my bag n left the sch .. i called my clsmate who were still outside [ edison n sam ] we went to play games n smoke! wahahaa~! fuck the teacher sia !! 2nd time kena kicked out from class! someone this teacher so bian tai !! BUYERS!! he always use those old old uncle biantai de eyes see my class de gals de ! treat gals gd .. treat guys like SHIT! go to hell la ... omg ~! iHATEhim .. head already no hair still wanna kpkb so much~! lata totally bald then he noe ! i am not going mention his name .. [ MR.ONGseehai yishun ite ] oPP! i really wanna study de lor .. why everytime when i wanna do something right ~ that always sometimes distract me from doing it ? [devil's fault ] -.-" *pray*
written at 8/14/2006 04:28:00 PM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
HAIZ~ i had very long never come in my blog le . i guess almost two weeks ba .. actually alot things happen to me .. but i didn't wanna to say le .. and i nv had the intention to tell anyone anyway~! i shall n i will keep it only to myself .. even if i tell someone will there someone there to listen to me ? i guess not ! i am so sian lor .. i felt quite lonely .. althought i dun look like one .. but ~! who know the real side of me lei ? NO ONE ! xD nvm~ it no big deal anyway xD
I really thinks that my life are always always filled with disappointment only! Why ah ? can someone tell me ma ? i feel so restless .. i had no more direction in my life now ! who willing to share my joy n sadness ? i feel everyone around are all fake de lor .. they said they show me care n concern ! oh come on .. dun bullshit le .. really .. trying to bluff a 3yr old kids? HA! so funny ! I am quite disappointed with my cell group [ almost everyone ! can say everyone! ] yah~! duno why ~! i cannot remember when is the last time i had fun with them already ! i really cannot remember ? it means wad ? it means they had nt created any nice memory for me ... gt ppl always say me ... get into their life ... mix around with them ... find topic talk to them ... but ~ u think i dun wan ? u think i really nv try ? when i try u see ? haha~ but i am tired le ... a CG tat wasn't united call CG ? ha~! this CG already had form itself into a few grps .. so wad ? i dun need to care anyway~none of my business -.-"
now my work in popular had reduced alot alot .. from last time .. sunday to thursday had changed to only sunday le .. Great .. now i am going to study alone in library~ i noe it will sound very funny to alot ppl that KIMBOON IS GOING TO STUDY ! sure alot of ppl oso gg to luff at me .. thinking that a ITE student go library study ? haha~ confirm de la ! SO WAD? U THINK I GOING TO GIF A DAMN ABT THIS SHIT? haha~! FUCK OFF ~ WADEVER !
written at 8/13/2006 01:15:00 AM
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Haiz .. 2day my day was so bad in sch >_<
2day i kena kp by teacher then ofcos i will kp him back like siao [ tat me too bad ] then in e end i kena kick out of cls .. !! GD sia .. means i can go out earlier !! F*** e teacher la .. he better watch out sia .. dare me to complain rite? dun force me make him suffer like hell !!
GRR !
written at 8/01/2006 11:43:00 PM
